第 15 部分阅读
作者:未知      更新:2021-12-05 11:41      字数:14765
  “whatdoyouwanttoknow?”

  “i’vereadthroughthefirstbinder,aboutthedisappearanceandthesearches,buttherearesoanyvangersentionedthatineedyourhelpidentifyingtheall.”

  fornearlyteninutessalanderstoodintheeptyhallwithhereyesfixedonthebrassplaquethatsaid“advokatn.e.bjuran”beforesherangthebell.thelockontheentrydoorclicked.

  itwastuesday.itwastheirsecondeeting,andshehadabadfeelingaboutit.

  shewasnotafraidofbjuran—salanderwasrarelyafraidofanyoneoranything.ontheotherhand,shefeltunfortablewiththisnewguardian.hispredecessor,advokatholgerpalgren,hadbeenofanentirelydifferentilk:courteousandkind.butthreeonthsagopalgrenhadhadastroke,andnilserikbjuranhadinheritedherinaordancewithsoebureaucraticpeckingorder.

  inthetwelveyearsthatsalanderhadbeenundersocialandpsychiatricguardianship,twoofthoseyearsinachildren’sclinic,shehadneveroncegiventhesaeanswertothesiplequestion:“so,howareyoutoday?”

  whensheturnedthirteen,thecourthaddecided,underlawsgoverningtheguardianshipofinors,thatsheshouldbeentrustedtothelockedwardatst.stefan’spsychiatrilinicforchildreninuppsala.thedecisionwaspriarilybasedonthefactthatshewasdeeedtobeeotionallydisturbedanddangerouslyviolenttowardsherclassatesandpossiblytowardsherself.

  allatteptsbyateacheroranyauthorityfiguretoinitiateaconversationwiththegirlaboutherfeelings,eotionallife,orthestateofherhealthwereet,totheirgreatfrustration,withasullensilenceandagreatdealofintensestaringatthefloor,ceiling,andwalls.shewouldfoldherarsandrefus. comarticipateinanypsychologicaltests.herresistancetoallatteptstoeasure,weigh,chart,analyse,oreducateherappliedalsotoherschoolwork—theauthoritiescouldhavehercarriedtoaclassrooandcouldchainhertothebench,buttheycouldnot. comherfroclosingherearsandrefusingtoliftapentowriteanything.shepletedthenineyearsofpulsoryschoolingwithoutacertificate.

  thishadconsequentlybeeassociatedwiththegreatdifficultyofevendiagnosingherentaldeficiencies.inshort,lisbethsalanderwasanythingbuteasytohandle.

  bythetieshewasthirteen,itwasalsodecidedthatatrusteeshouldbeassignedtotakecareofherinterestsandassetsuntilshecaeofage.thistrusteewasadvokatpalgrenwho,inspiteofaratherdifficultstart,hadsueededwherepsychiatristsanddoctorshadfailed.graduallyhewonnotonlyacertainaountoftrustbutalsoaodestaountofwarthfrothegirl.

  whensheturnedfifteen,thedoctorshadoreorlessagreedthatshewasnot,afterall,dangerouslyviolent,nordidsherepresentanyiediatedangertoherself.herfailyhadbeencategorisedasdysfunctional,andshehadnorelativeswhocouldlookafterherwelfare,soitwasdecidedthatlisbethsalandershouldbereleasedfrothepsychiatrilinicforchildreninuppsalaandeasedbackintosocietybywayofafosterfaily.

  thathadnotbeenaneasyjourney.sheranawayfrothefirstfosterfailyafteronlytwoweeks.thesecondandthirdfosterfailiesfellbythewaysideinquicksuession.atthatpointpalgrenhadaseriousdiscussionwithher,explainingbluntlythatifshepersistedonthispathshewouldbeinstitutionalisedagain.thisthreathadtheeffectthatsheaeptedfosterfailynuberfour—anelderlycouplewholivedinmidsoarkransen.

  butitdidnotean,however,thatshebehavedherself.attheageofseventeen,salanderwasarrestedbythepoliceonfouroasions;twiceshewassointoxicatedthatsheendedupintheeergencyroo,andonceshewasplainlyundertheinfluenceofnarcotics.ononeoftheseoasionsshewasfounddeaddrunk,withherclothesindisarray,inthebackseatofacarparkedats?derm?larstrand.shewaswithanequallydrunkanducholderan.

  thelastarrestourredthreeweeksbeforehereighteenthbirthday,whenshe,perfectlysober,kickedaalepassengerintheheadinsidethegatesofthegalastantunnelbanastation.shewaschargedwithassaultandbattery.salanderclaiedthattheanhadgropedher,andhertestionywassupportedbywitnesses.theprosecutordisissedthecase.butherbackgroundwassuchthatthedistrictcourtorderedapsychiatricevaluation.sincesherefused,aswashercusto,toansweranyquestionso. comarticipateintheexainations,thedoctorsconsultedbythenationalboardofhealthandwelfarehandeddownanopinionbasedon“observationsofthepatient.”itwasunclearpreciselywhatcouldbeobservedwhenitwasaatterofasilentyoungwoansittingonachairwithherarsfoldedandherlowerlipstuckout.theonlydeterinationadewasthatsheustsufferfrosoekindofeotionaldisturbance,whosenaturewasofthesortthatcouldnotbeleftuntreated.theedical/legalreportreendedcareinaclosedpsychiatricinstitution.anassistantheadofthesocialwelfareboardwroteanopinioninsupportoftheconclusionsofthepsychiatricexperts.

  withregardtoherpersonalrecord,theopinionconcludedthattherewasgraveriskofalcoholanddrugabuse,andthatshelackedself-awareness.bythenhercasewasfilledwithterssuchasintroverted,sociallyinhibited,lackinginepathy,ego-fixated,psychopathicandasocialbehaviour,difficultyincooperating,andincapableofassiilatinglearning.anyonewhoreadhercaseightbeteptedtoconcludethatsalanderwasseriouslyretarded.anotherarkagainstherwasthatthesocialservicesstreetpatrolhadonseveraloasionsobservedher“withvariousen”intheareaaroundmariatet.shewasonce. compedandfriskedintantolunden,againwithaucholderan.itwasfearedthatsalanderwaspossiblyoperatingas,orrantheriskofbeing,aprostitute.

  whenthedistrictcourt—theinstitutionthatwoulddeterineherfuture—ettodecideontheatter,theouteseeedaforegoneconclusion.shewasobviouslyaproblechild,anditwasunlikelythatthecourtwouldetoanydecisionotherthantoaeptthereendationsofboththepsychiatricandthesocialinquiries.

  ontheorningthecourthearingwastotakeplace,salanderwasbroughtfrothepsychiatrilinicforchildrenwhereshehadbeenconfinedsincetheincidentingalastan.shefeltlikeaprisonerfroaconcentrationcap:shehadnohopeofsurvivingtheday.thefirstpersonshesawinthecourtroowaspalgren,andittookawhileforhertorealisethathewasnotthereintheroleofatrusteebutratherasherlegalrepresentative.

  tohersurprise,hewasfirlyinhercorner,andheadeapowerfulappealagainstinstitutionalisation.shedidnotbetraywithsouchasaraisedeyebrowthatshewassurprised,butshelistenedintentlytoeverywordthatwassaid.palgrenwasbrilliantduringthetwohoursinwhichhecross-exainedthephysician,adr.jesperh.l?deran,whohadsignedhisnaetothereendationthatsalanderbelockedawayinaninstitution.everydetailoftheopinionwasscrutinised,andthedoctorwasrequiredtoexplainthescientificbasisforeachstateent.eventuallyitbecaeclearthatsincethepatienthadrefuse. comleteasingletest,thebasisforthedoctor’sconclusionswasinfactnothingorethanguesswork.

  attheendofthehearing,palgrenintiatedthatpulsoryinstitutionalisationwasinallprobabilitynotonlycontrarytoparliaent’sdecisionsinsiilarsituations,butinthisparticularcaseitightinadditionbethesubjectofpoliticalandediareprisals.soitwasineveryone’sinteresttofindanappropriatealternativesolution.suchlanguagewasunusualfornegotiationsinthistypeofsituation,andtheebersofthecourthadsquirednervously.

  thesolutionwasalsoaproise.thecourtconcludedthatlisbethsalanderwasindeedeotionallydisturbed,butthatherconditiondidnotnecessarilywarrantinternent.ontheotherhand,thesocialwelfaredirector’sreendationofguardianshipwastakenunderconsideration.thechairanofthecourtturned,withavenooussile,toholgerpalgren,whoupuntilthenhadbeenhertrustee,andinquiredwhetherheightbewillingtotakeontheguardianship.thechairanobviouslythoughtthatpalgrenwouldbackawayandtr. comushtheresponsibilityontosoeoneelse.onthecontrary,palgrendeclaredthathewouldbehappytotakeonthejobofservingasfr?kensalander’sguardian—butononecondition:“thatfr?kensalanderustbewillingtotrusteandaepteasherguardian.”

  heturnedtofaceher.lisbethsalanderwassoewhatbewilderedbytheexchangethathadgonebackandforthoverherheadallday.untilnowno-onehadaskedforheropinion.shelookedatholgerpalgrenforalongtieandthennoddedonce.

  palgrenwasapeculiarixtureofjuristandsocialworker,oftheoldschool.atfirsthehadbeenapoliticallyappointedeberofthesocialwelfareboard,andhehadspentnearlyallhislifedealingwithprobleyouths.areluctantsenseofrespect,alostborderingonfriendship,hadintieforedbetweenpalgrenandhisward,whowasunquestionablytheostdifficulthehadeverhadtodealwith.

  theirrelationshiphadlastedelevenyears,froherthirteenthbirthdayuntilthepreviousyear,whenafeeeksbeforechristasshehadgooseepalgrenathoeafterheissedoneoftheirscheduledonthlyeetings.

  whenhedidn. comenthedooreventhoughshecouldhearsoundsingfrohisapartent,shebrokeinbyclibingupadrainpipetothebalconyonthefourthfloor.shefoundhilyingonthefloorinthehall,consciousbutunabletospeakorove.shecalledforanabulanceandacpaniedhitos?derhospitalwithagrowingfeelingofpanicinherstoach.forthreedaysshehardlyleftthecorridoroutsidetheintensivecareunit.likeafaithfulwatchdog,shekeptaneyeoneverydoctorandnursewhowentinoroutofthedoor.shewanderedupanddownthecorridorlikealostsoul,fixinghereyesoneverydoctorwhocaenear.finallyadoctorwhosenaesheneverdiscoveredtookherintoarootoexplainthegravityofthesituation.herrpalgrenwasincriticalconditionfollowingaseverecerebralhaeorrhage.hewasnotexpectedtoregainconsciousness.hewasonlysixty-fouryearsold.sheneitherweptnorchangedherexpression.shestoodup,leftthehospital,anddidnotreturn.

  fiveweekslatertheguardianshipagencysuonedsalandertothefirsteetingwithhernewguardian.herinitialipulsewastoignorethesuons,butpalgrenhadiprintedinherconsciousnessthateveryactionhasitsconsequences.shehadlearnedtoanalysetheconsequencesandsoshehadetotheconclusionthattheeasiestwayoutofthispresentdileawastosatisfytheguardianshipagencybybehavingasifshecaredaboutwhattheyhadtosay.

  thus,indeceber—takingabreakfroherresearchonmikaelblokvist—shearrivedatbjuran’sofficeonst.eriksplan,whereanelderlywoanrepresentingtheboardhadhandedoversalander’sextensivefiletoadvokatbjuran.thewoanhadkindlyaskedsalanderhowthingsweregoing,andsheseeedsatisfiedwiththestifledsilenceshereceivedinreply.afterabouthalfanhoursheleftsalanderinthecareofadvokatbjuran.

  salanderdecidedthatshedidnotlikeadvokatbjuran.shestudiedhifurtivelyashereadthroughhercase.age:overfifty.tribody.tennisontuesdaysandfridays.blond.thinninghair.aslightcleftinhischin.hugobossaftershave.bluesuit.redtiewithagoldtiepinandostentatiouscufflinkswiththeinitialsneb.steel-riedglasses.greyeyes.tojudgebytheagazinesonthesidetable,hisinterestswerehuntingandshooting.

  duringtheyearsshehadknownpalgren,hehadalwaysofferedhercoffeeandchattedwithher.notevenherworstescapesfrofosterhoesorherregulartruancyfroschoolhadeverruffledhisposure.theonlytiepalgrenhadbeenreallyupsetwaswhenshehadbeenchargedwithassaultandbatteryafterthatscubaghadgropedheringalastan.doyouunderstandwhatyou’vedone?youhaveharedanotherhuanbeing,lisbeth.hehadsoundedlikeanoldteacher,andshehadpatientlyignoredeverywordofhisscolding.

  bjurandidnothavetieforsalltalk.hehadiediatelyconcludedthattherewasadiscrepancybetweenpalgren’sobligations,aordingtotheregulationsofguardianship,andthefactthathehadapparentlyallowedthesalandergirltotakechargeofherownhouseholdandfinances.bjuranstartedinonasortofinterrogation:howuchdoyouearn?iwantacopyofyourfinancialrecords.whodoyouspendtiewith?doyoupayyourrentontie?doyoudrink?didpalgrenapproveofthoseringsyouhaveonyourface?areyoucarefulabouthygiene?

  fuckyou.

  palgrenhadbeehertrusteerightafteralltheevilhadhappened.hehadinsistedoneetingswithheratleastonceaonth,soetiesoreoften.aftersheovedbacktolundagatan,theywerealsopracticallyneighbours.helivedonhornsgatan,acoupleofblocksaway,andtheywouldrunintoeachotherandgoforcoffeeatgiffy’sorsoeothercafénearby.palgrenhadnevertriedtoipose,butafewtieshehadvisitedher,bringingsoelittlegiftforherbirthday.shehadastandinginvitationtovisithiwheneversheliked,aprivilegethatsheseldotookadvantageof.butwhensheovedtos?der,shehadstartedspendingchristasevewithhiaftershewenttoseeherother.theywouldeatchristashaandplaychess.shehadnorealinterestinthegae,butaftershelearnedtherules,sheneverlostaatch.hewasawidower,andsalanderhadseenitasherdutytotakepityonhionthoselonelyholidays.

  sheconsideredherselfinhisdebt,andshealwayspaidherdebts.

  itwaspalgrenwhohadsubletherother’sapartentonlundagatanforheruntilsalanderneededherownplacetolive.theapartentwasabout500squarefeet,shabbyandunrenovated,butatleastitwasaroofoverherhead.

  nowpalgrenwasgone,andanothertietoestablishedsocietyhadbeensevered.nilsbjuranwasawhollydifferentsortofperson.nowayshewouldbespendingchristaseveathishouse.hisfirstovehadbee. comutinplacenewrulesontheanageentofheraountathandelsbanken.palgrenhadneverhadanyproblesaboutbendingtheconditionsofhisguardianshipsoastoallowhertotakecareofherownfinances.shepaidherbillsandcouldusehersavingsasshesawfit.

  priortotheeetingwithbjurantheweekbeforechristasshehadpreparedherself;oncethere,shehadtriedtoexplainthathispredecessorhadtrustedherandhadneverbeengivenoasiontodootherwise.palgrenhadlethertakecareofherownaffairsandnotinterferedinherlife.

  “that’soneoftheprobles,”bjuransaid,tappinghercase.hethenadealongspeechabouttherulesandgovernentregulationsonguardianship.

  “heletyourunfree,isthatit?iwonderhowhegotawaywithit.”

  becausehewasacrazysocialdeocratwhohadworkedwithtroubledkidsallhislife.

  “i’notachildanyore,”salandersaid,asifthatwereexplanationenough.

  “no,you’renotachild.buti’vebeenappointedyourguardian,andaslongasihavethatrole,ialegallyandfinanciallyresponsibleforyou.”

  heopenedanewaountinhernae,andshewassupposedtoreportittomilton’spersonnelofficeanduseitfronowon.thegoodolddayswereover.infuturebjuranwouldpayherbills,andshewouldbegivenanallowanceeachonth.hetoldherthatheexpectedhe. comrovidereceiptsforallherexpenses.shewouldreceive1,400kronoraweek—“forfood,clothing,filtickets,andsuchlike.”

  salanderearnedorethan160,000kronorayear.shecoulddoublethatbyworkingfull-tieandaeptingalltheassignentsaranskyofferedher.butshehadfewexpensesanddidnotneeduchoney.thecostofherapartentwasabout2,000kronoraonth,andinspiteofherodestine,shehad90,000kronorinhersavingsaount.butshenolongerhadaesstoit.

  “thishastodowiththefactthati’responsibleforyouroney,”hesaid.“youhav. comutoneyasideforthefuture.butdon’tworry;i’lltakecareofallthat.”

  i’vetakencareofyselfsinceiwasten,youcreep!

  “youfunctionwellenoughinsocialtersthatyoudon’tneedtobeinstitutionalised,butthissocietyisresponsibleforyou.”

  hequestionedhercloselyaboutwhatkindofworkassignentsshewasgivenatmiltonsecurity.shehadinstinctivelyliedaboutherduties.theanswershegavehiwasadescriptionofherveryfirstweeksatmilton.bjurangottheipressionthatsheadecoffeeandsortedthepost—suitableenoughtasksforsoeonewhowasalittleslow—andseeedsatisfied.

  shedidnotknohyshehadlied,butshewassureitwasawisedecision.

  blokvisthadspentfivehourswithvanger,andittookuchofthenightandalloftuesdaytotypeuphisnotesandpiecetogetherthegenealogyintoaprehensiblewhole.thefailyhistorythateergedwasadraaticallydifferentversionfrotheonepresentedastheofficialiageofthefaily.everyfailyhadafewskeletonsintheircupboards,butthevangerfailyhadanentiregalliaufryofthe.

  blokvisthadhadtoreindhiselfseveraltiesthathisrealassignentwasnottowriteabiographyofthevangerfailybuttofindoutwhathadhappenedtoharrietvanger.thevangerbiographywouldbenoorethanplayingtothegallery.afterayearhewouldreceivehispreposteroussalary—thecontractdrawnupbyfrodehadbeensigned.histruereward,heho